I have been reflecting lots on what you said, on my misperceptions and weaknesses, and as well as on your needs and conditions for love. I hear your concerns, empathize your sufferings, but could not understand your cruel change. I am hurt, no less than what you have been through. It's tempting to hold grudge against someone and chose to stop caring and forget about their existence. However, that's not my style. Through pain I will cure my grief of losing the love of my dream. I have came to a decision to continue offering my caring love and support in no returns, in absence of my need to be loved back. Because you will stay in my heart forever, and my words stands solid like rocks sitting deep at the bottom of the sea, unlike yours intangible and untraceable like a breeze of air.
Victoria was beautiful today, reminded me of Enoshima and Hakodate. I'm happy for you that you have moved on without difficulties and enjoying your new life.
This is my last post, Jan.16th. I promise you, I won't look back and bother you again. Goodbye.
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